**_______________+ 一条路 一片天 +_______________**
**__+ 我的心歌 +__**




**__+ 一路走过的回忆 +__**


Wednesday, December 31, 2008


再过五分钟就是2009了,可是我却没有任何兴奋的心情。因为在这个特别的夜晚,我是一个人过。虽然有我的父母陪伴,可是感觉就是不一样。在这特别的日子,我真的好希望能和杰两个人度过.......就只有我们俩人。


。遗留的 不能重来。{11:55:00 PM}
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原以为今天不会很忙,可是我却错了........真的好忙好忙。说真的我没有什么心情工作,可是我还是的好好的作。因为这是我的责任。
看看时间,杰应该已经抵达上海了。不知道他是在上海逗留,还是直接回西安.......不知道他够不够钱用......他有没有穿戴我所编制的围巾......希望他没有冻着............
如果我也能随他到上海的话......我们将会度过一个烂漫的夜晚。这也将会是我们最最最美好的回忆。



。遗留的 不能重来。{3:15:00 PM}
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今天是2008年的最后一天,也是杰回国的日子。他坐今早的飞机回去了。在他离去之前的早上六点多,他带着行李来找我。我们一起吃早餐。我们都好舍不得彼此。他对我说他好想和我一起到上海去。我也很想也更可望和他一起回国过春节。他舍不得我而我更舍不得他........我有好多好多话想对他说。可是我却不敢说出口。因为我知道一旦说出口我一定会哭出来。我更怕我会紧紧的抱着他求他不要走。我只能把话藏在心里头,更把泪水往心里吞。七点多时,我送他下去搭地铁。在他离开前杰在我的脸颊轻轻一吻,接着他就走进去那闸门。当时,我好像冲进去陪他到机场。我好想抱着他,告诉他我爱他......我好爱好爱他,我不想他走。我好想好想放下这里的一切随他远走他乡........只要他开口,我一定会随他而去。我好想好想和他携手到老。我不能而我相信他也不会让.........因为这里有我的责任。我只能含泪的目送他离去。他每走一步,我的心就被狠狠撕裂一次.....好痛好痛。当他一离开我的视线,我的泪水就流出来.........灵魂也跟着他离去。


。遗留的 不能重来。{10:00:00 AM}
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Monday, December 29, 2008


还有两天,杰就要回西安了。我真的很舍不得......好难过。他虽想留下来,可是到现在他还找不到新工作。我们也不知如何是好。
从25号到28号我们都尽量聚在一起。星期四(圣诞节),他来我的家坐坐陪我聊聊天。接着我们一起到红山小贩中心吃东西。然后到老地方玩。星期五,我们一起去找中介为他寻找就业机会。我们也到处走走,拍拍照片。星期六我们到动物园,因为他从没到过。而且他很想看看莽蛇。在那里我们拍了好多照片。星期日傍晚,我们从老地方一路走到新加坡河那里拍照。这是为了能留下美丽的回忆。也是因为他没有机会好好的拍照留恋。有些地方他也没有真正的逛过。我还做了他最爱的粽子给他吃。说真的,能看着他开心的吃着我亲手所做的粽子.......我真的好开心。真希望我能为他学作一辈子的饭...........


。遗留的 不能重来。{10:38:00 PM}
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008


我终于编织好了这一对围巾。说道这条围巾,我原本是想在他今年28岁的生日时送他的。可是却来不及编完。后来想在情人节时送他的........可是这个愿望却不能实现。还好能赶在他回国前编织完成。咳.........因为这条围巾,我不知被我的好友打了多少次头和被骂了多少次,从编了多少次,刺到手指多少次了........啊呀总之多的数不清。希望杰会喜欢这围巾。


。遗留的 不能重来。{11:18:00 PM}
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Friday, December 19, 2008


现在我正在新加坡中央医院陪着我的父亲。他现再正在医院里等待死亡的降临。你问我有什么感觉,说真的就算有现在也已经没有了。毕竟,早在几年前我就做好心理建设了。而且,他们对我所说的种种也早已经把我的心给震碎了。也许对他们来说我是可有可无的........等到我的父亲往生后,我将会搬出去住。因为我的母亲根本就不需要我,有我那些没良心的亲戚就够了。毕竟他们的话永远都是对的,我的话都是屁。我真地对他们很失望,彻底的失望。就如他们对我般。


。遗留的 不能重来。{11:11:00 PM}
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Thursday, December 11, 2008


又是个很忙碌的一天,可是我却很快乐。因为我的大表姐来我公司所举办的大促销。而且我们真的好久都没有见面了。呵呵呵呵呵,我又为杰添购几件不错的衣服。能为所爱的人添购物品,原来比自己卖给自己还要快乐。这真是个愉快的一天。
可是,当晚我却接到杰德来电说他被裁员了。他只能做到这个月的24号。好难过,好难受..........因为他也许就得回去而且也许将不会再来新加坡了。我真的有点恨他的老板,为什么偏偏在这个节骨眼上决定裁员。我们有多么多的计划要实行了。为什么........老天要这样的对我



。遗留的 不能重来。{10:07:00 PM}
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008


杰回来了,原以为我会就此感到快乐和安心。可我却错了.......我的心不曾平静下来。我总觉得我好像就快要失去他了。这种感觉太强烈了,强烈到我快不能呼吸了。我感到彷徨无助,心力交瘁。到底有谁能告诉哦,我该怎么做?


。遗留的 不能重来。{11:09:00 AM}
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Monday, December 01, 2008


Blood type A : The Perfectionist
Positive qualities : Reserved, Patient, Sensitive, Responsible and Punctual.
Negative qualities : Obsessive, Stubborn, Conservative and Tense.
Compatibility : A is most compatible with blood types A and AB.
Famous people with the same blood type : George H. W. Bush, O.J. Simpson, Britney Spears, Alan Alda, Adolf Hitler, Lyndon B. Johnson, Richard Nixon.
Blood type O : The Natural Leader
Positive qualities : Ambitious, Trendsetter, Independent, Loyal, Athletic, Robust, Passionate and Self-confident.
Negative qualities : Arrogant, Vain, Jealous, Insensitive and Ruthless.
Compatibility : O is most compatible with blood types AB and O.
Famous people with the same blood type : Ronald Reagan, Queen Elizabeth II, John Lennon, Paul Newman, Elvis Presley, Gerald Ford, Mikhail Gorbachev, Al Capone.


。遗留的 不能重来。{10:36:00 PM}
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EARTH LAMB Horoscope
Feb 1, 1919 to Feb 19, 1920Jan 28, 1979 to Feb 15, 1980
Lamb people have good taste and are quite charming and elegant ? and rich. You may find them the center of attention at a stylish dinner party, ravishing all with incomparable wit and bon mots. The opposite is also true: they are often quite shy and sometimes prefer complete anonymity, the quiet life at home with a good book, a roaring fire, and the joys of the palate. A creative flame burns in their lives and you may find them before a canvas experimenting with bright bold genius strokes of paint. Sometimes, they tend to be pessimistic and question the meaning of life, wondering "why they dwell among green mountains." They are quite often deeply religious or spiritual and quite passionate about their work and their belief.
Sweet Potato Soup and Cellophane Noodles are among keys to good health.
Earth Lambs are like dancing daffodils, moving with kinetic exuberance and joy. Like all Lambs, these creatures are wonderful to socialize with, you just can't help loving their friendly ways and enthusiasm for living. They make lemonade out of lemons, velvet out of porcupines, and find serendipity everywhere. All their friends and colleagues get caught up with this passion. As you can imagine, they make the best of traveling companions. Earth Lambs are honorable in all their dealings; they roll up their sleeves and do whatever it is that must be done. They know true contentment because they can think of yesterday without regret and tomorrow without fear. Earth Lambs love good books and spend many happy hours seeking treasures in used bookstores. This serious nature also applies to their college years and careers, which they pursue with utmost dedication, hard work, and diligence. At some point in later life, they are rewarded with unexpected financial fortune. What a cozy twosome the Earth Lamb makes with a love partner. Relationships are filled with exquisite warmth, gentleness, and tenderness, with magical threads of sensuality taking them on beautiful carpet rides.
Famous Lamb People: Sir Laurence Olivier, Josephine Bonaparte, Margot Fonteyn, Mikhail Gorbachev, Toni Morrison, Leonard Nimoy, Pierre Trudeau, Katharine Hepburn, Boris Yeltsin


METAL MONKEY Horoscope
Feb 20, 1920 to Feb 7, 1921Feb 16, 1980 to Feb 4, 1981
Monkey people, on their merry way to becoming famous, like to strew memorable bits of impishness and practical jokes along the way. Lots of fun, they also possess a serious side and influence a good many people throughout their lifetime. They know how to accomplish the most difficult of tasks with the greatest of enthusiasm, concentration, and ease. Even so, they can easily get discouraged and confused and MUST do things their way! They often become great mathematicians, super chess players, researchers, entrepreneurs or scientists. And, great mentors! Monkeys have a burning passion for knowledge of every kind and they magically are surrounded by the finer things in life. Life is a big adventure!
Duck Soup and Rice are among the keys to good health!!
When Metal Monkey says no, that's it! They are so strong, so individualistic, and yes, so stubborn, you can talk yourself into the ground trying to convince them to change their mind. They won't budge! But when all is said and done, you admire them for their value system, fortitude, soaring ambition, and tremendous success. Success, after all, is not wishy washy. And Monkeys know the meaning of hard work! What fun the metal monkey is to be around! You can talk about anything under the moon, but beware: they can be pretty persuasive, so stand your ground. Sometimes a Sense of Mischief can rear its head: Sometimes this habit of playing tricks on others leads to a fun round of belly laughter, but other times, too much! They can't always get along with some people because of this mischievous streak. But they don't care. You see, they are quite independent, relying solely on themselves. They have few friends, but great ones. And Grand Romance never takes a holiday with them: a life with Monkeys is Stars in Your Eyes, Romantic High Spirit, and Grand Passion indeed.
Famous Monkey people: Elizabeth Taylor, Charles Dickens, Lyndon Johnson, Eleanor Roosevelt, Nelson Rockefeller, Leonardo da Vinci, Simone de Beauvoir, Isaac Stern, George Lucas


。遗留的 不能重来。{10:03:00 PM}
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**__+ 奶嘴与宝贝 +__**


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** 女人 **

@ NaMe : Cat(猫咪) @
@ Orgin : Singapore(新加坡)@
@ Nick Name: Baby(宝贝)@
@ Age : 29 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 10th Feb 1979 @
@ Zodiac : Earth Lamb(羊)@
@ Horoscope : Aquarius(水瓶座)@
@ Height : 164cm @
@ Blood Type : O+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple(紫色)@


** 男人 **

@ NaMe : Huo Yu Jie(霍豫杰) @
@ Orgin : China, XiAn(中国,西安)@
@ Nick Name: Pacifier(奶嘴)@
@ Age : 28 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 17th May 1980 @
@ Zodiac : Metal Monkey(猴)@
@ Horoscope : Taurus(金牛座)@
@ Height : 180cm @
@ Blood Type : A+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple(紫色) @


**__+ 心情 MTV +__**


《当爱擦身而过》

《画心》


**__+ 关于我的爱+__**

  • my family(家人)

  • ~ 杰 ~

  • being pampered

  • ice-cream & chocolates

  • "As The World Falls Down" from《Labyrinth》


  • * email


    **__+ 瞬间的言语 +__**






    **__+ 手牵手的曾经 +__**

    ~*Judy *~

    ~* LPK *~

    ~* Jinny *~

    ~* Nicolle *~

    ~* Wendy *~

    ~* Vinccie *~

    ~* Serena *~



    **__+ 我们的希望 +__**


  • 一起创业

  • 早点退休回中国享清福

  • A TRIP TO BATAM

  • A TRIP TO MALAYSIA

  • A TRIP TO THIALAND

  • 拥有自己房子“新加坡”

  • 拥有自己房子“西安”

  • 一起到处旅游


  • **__+ 个人的希望 +__**


    ** 猫咪 **

  • Dad's cancer being cure

  • Give my parents a good life

  • 嫁给杰

  • get the 1st biz order

  • 跟杰回西安

  • a romatic holiday trip with 杰

  • driving lisence

  • laptop (31/9/08)

  • digital cam (4/9/08)

  • camrecorder



  • ** 杰 **

  • 拿到新加坡PR

  • 找到更好的工作

  • 创业

  • 进修英语课程

  • 考到驾照

  • 拥有汽车(西安)

  • 回乡探亲 (1/11/08)



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