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Thursday, November 29, 2007
its been a very bz & stressful wk 4 me. lots of things happened in e office. i almost couldn't cope with all tat. but i still survive & i had 2 >_<".
i've been nt eating well 4 e past 6days. dun know wats going on with me. it seem tat my body was rejecting e intake.......& i seem 2 slim down abit (nt a healthy sign). hopefully everything will be back 2 normal by e end of tis wk........
。遗留的 不能重来。{1:33:00 PM}
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
last sat (24/11/07), i drag myself 2 work after having 2 much party. its a stressful day 4 me......i felt like screaming 4 help. went home @ 1.30pm. thought of staying home e whole day after work but couldn't. i juz felt like going out, i keep on calling sexy mama but she souldn't make it. i sms petr & kelvin they all 2 c whether they 1 2 come out. petr got a malay wedding dinner. as 4 kelvin, he & me had e same same problems. moreover it won't be fun if there's only e 2 of us. in e end i still go out on my own. petr know i'm going 2 beers belly, he say he'll meet me over there. hehehehehe i took e wrong bus & got 2 walk @ 10~20mins. petr was already over there.....dun know y suddenly i felt like being alone, so i decide 2 sit @ e sofa & order a jug of beer. be4 e beer was out, jess put a bottle of chiva on e table. order by petr....so she cancel off my beer. i was sitting there all by myself. feeling lost & in my heart i yawn 2 hve someone 2 be with me, hopping he will appear rite infront of me rite now........big problem liao, i lucky draw also won't hit e jackpot lah -_-". but tis time, oh i shd say unlucky him......mr kelvin appear @ e wrong time. i almost burst into laugher......later huiling & eve arrive. we joke & fool around. jess got a great voice. she & kelvin sing few songs.......it really clam me down alot......
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sunday (25/11/07) 2.30am, beers belly was close for e day. thinking of going back but i was ask 2 tag along 2 boat quay. we waited 4 jess 2 close everything. petr was pretty drunk. he went into e counter & take pic with jess. got lots of style......so funny. of course i help them 2 take & using my mobile. we took 2 cab 2 reach boat quay & 2 drink again. can't remember wats e name of tat pub. they got friends & also get 2 know new one. i juz sit there quietly & enjoy e drink. i really enjoy e company. kelvin is like tigger.......bouncing here & there. he even approach 3 white male (chris, simon & ???). he teach them how 2 play bluff (u shd c kelvin how 2 shake e dice.......cool man). & they became friends, petr too. later huiling join in. jess (da jie) was cool, she got a nice voice & i really like her. she was gd @ drinking & playing games (like 5-10, bluff etc) we stay there till 5.50am & heading to had breakfast. at around 7am, petr, huling, eve & da jie went off 1st. e rest was still chatting. around 7.20am we went off. kelvin send me home......
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sunday (25/11/07), i didn't sleep but doing housework, bz bz bz. afternoon, i sms kelvin how regarding abt dinner. well i keep on calling sexy mama but no reply. as its e only 2 of us so didn't meet up. in e evening time i went out 2 shop & later kelvin & i manage to get hold on huiling. we decide 2 go golden complex 2 hve a game of pool/snooker. huiling & i had a great time 2 bully him ^o^. later on we went 4 supper & wait 4 huiling's friend. she told tat guy we're her secondary school friends. wow kelvin really know how 2 eat but still so slim. later we went 2 play again. kelvin was really gd. at around 1am plus. we went off. huiling & her friend 1 2 go 4 a drink. i dun feel like going, kelvin ask 2 tag along with them till 2am. hahaha by e time we go off, its nearly 2am already. i really can't make it so i drop them off at boat quay & went home. i 1ed 2 follow them as i dun trust huiling's "friend", but as long kelvin was with them. i know he'll take gd care of her........
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monday (26/11/07), i over slept & almost late 4 work. so tired didn't sleep 4 3days already. its another bz day 4 me. later after work i meet up with kelvin, eve & her gf. we went 2 play pool/snooker. at 8 plus 9 we all went home. thinking of cooking maggie when i reach homw as i only eat light breaksfast 4 e past 3days. half way reaching home, petr sms me 2 ask me 2 go 2 bb, he told me he got an accident. i was so shocked tat i rush 2 take a bus down. i inform kelvin. half way 2 bb, huiling call me. i told her where i was heading 2. i'm really very sleepy & i head my forehead onto e handle of e bus.......so painful. he was alrite, only sprain his leg. but he really in a bad mood. i use his hp 2 call kelvin. telling him e suitation. he's on his way down with huiling. i got neg by him 4 nt eating. he say he'll buy dinner. i request 2 share as i can't eat too much. ken 1 of e boss give me a mug of beer 2 changelle tis guy. i drink full mug & he had half. hahaha of course i loose lah. they reach @ around 11plus. we drink we joke till 2.15am & i left........
。遗留的 不能重来。{11:15:00 AM}
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
on wed (21/11/07), i was suppose 2 meet jennifer 2 celebrate her birthday. but she cancel it off at e very last min. can say abit disappointed. moreover sexy mama was with me. no problem, in e end we meet up with her unknown friend kelvin. he came 2 pick us up at xin club 2 drink in another pub. while waiting 4 him, sexy mama decide 2 play a trick on him. as tis is e 1st time they meet up. i'll be her & she will be me. hahahahaha he really fell 4 it. there is another guy in e car, kelvin intro him as liao. he & kelvin were nt bad looking. we went 2 tis pub call "BEERS BELLY" @ beach rd. very small but ok. wow e pool room was full of ppl. & e pool was free all nite long. tats cool. e ppl over there was very nice to us. especially 1 of e boss ken, another 1 was rather shy call colin. we r having a great time over there. there was guy by e name of petr even invited us 2 attend his birthday party on fri 23/11/07......shd be fun.
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thur (22/11/07), i meet up with petr @ bugis 4 dinner @ 7.15pm he's a cute guy & pretty nice. he dun look like 24yrs old but maybe slightly bigger. i think its muz be e moustache. we walk around looking for his white jeans & also go 2 play games. then he meet his friend 2 get somehing be4 we get a bite. well he told me how his right eye got blind , etc etc etc. when i told him my greatest problem, he even offer 2 help me. i'm really touch by tat as we hardly know each other......so sweet
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fri (23/11/07), i meet up with sexy mama hunt his gift. in e end we get him a really big t-shirt.....wonder will it be too big for him. i got additional little gift for him. being so sweet 2 me. wow he looks different after his make-over. fresher, cleaner & more cute. moreover he look younger without moustache. its was fun & i get 2 know some of his friends. especially tis guy, kelvin......dun know y i felt tat he's someone different. he seem 2 hve lots of things keep in his heart & burden on his shoulder. he might be a wise guy in a way.....he also funny. he got a nice voice & i think i can juz sit there all nite long 2 listen 2 him sing. petr's birthday cake was really very beautiful & nice to eat. too bad i didn't took e pic (wasted >_<). i'm even more bz then e birthday boy. got 2 take care of a little gal & sexy mama is having too much again........oh boy only got 3hrs 2 sleep be4 going 2 work -_-"
。遗留的 不能重来。{10:44:00 AM}
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Monday, November 19, 2007
yesterday, Zouk was having a flea market sales. its starts from 2-7pm (once in every 2mths). as sze sze manage 2 get a stall & it will be a gd exprience 4 us as tis is our 1st time selling here. we're on e 2nd storey.......location i would say nt so gd. but very comfortable as we're at e sofa seat ^o^ & i almost fell asleep. there had crowd but sale was slow.
we get 2 know a nice lady by e name Lilin.....her store was juz beside us. wow all her stuff was very ex but gd..........she's a very friendly babe. we share foods 2 munch & had lots of fun. well happy time do pass very fast & its time 2 say gd bye. well although i only sell 2 stuffs (only earn $9 ~_~"), juz earn back my lunch $$. but i really enjoy myself.....its nt really abt $$ but e experience & company.
PS: I'm abit regreat 2 sell my fortune cat mirror......I wonder can I buy back from her.....-_-"
"zOuK fLeA"
oUr PiNkY pInKy StOrE
sNoW wHiTe, YeLlOw BuNnY, bUtTeRfLy & pRiNcEsS
(neighbour @ ZOUK flea)
"pInKy FaT bUnNy"
。遗留的 不能重来。{12:47:00 PM}
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
wow 2day is a sunny day.......it is pretty hot & i can even feel e heat in e office. can e weather get any worst.....hopefully nt >_<"
last nite my friend ask me wat kind of guys i like. well.....actually i dun know. usually it all depends on my feeling. & more ever i look like a freak, with big head & unbalance body size, ect......no guys will ever take a 2nd looks at me. i always be an invisiable woman or the soil/cow-dung among e roses. there's no hope 4 me, but i'm use to it & hve accepted my fate.
if really 1 2 list out well....let see......
1) must hve a stable income
2) love, torelate, accept & proud of who i was
3) hopefully nt shorter than me & e shoulder wider than mine
4) gentleman & also man enough in certain way
5) able 2 accept my family & take care of them together
6) strong enough 2 protect me & e family
7) etc........
I guess tats e basic tat i can think of.......as looks wise i think as long i dun feel like giving him a punch tat will be gd enough.
。遗留的 不能重来。{10:42:00 AM}
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Singles Rule!!
01) The toilet seat is always down … and sprinkle-free
02) Any hair that you have to dig out of the shower sinkhole is yours
03) No one steals the blankets from you in the middle of the night
04) That pint of Ben & Jerry’s in the fridge is all yours to enjoy
05) Coming and going as you please is the order of the day
06) You can buy as many pairs of jeans (and anything else for that matter) as you want without him giving you grief about it
07) You’ll appreciate your friends even more
08) Your girlfriend will agree to steamboat more readily than he ever will
09) Planning holidays doesn’t give you a headache because there’s only your schedule to consider
10) You don’t have to think twice about meeting up with a male friend alone
11) No more having to endure his family’s functions / meals / events / politics
12) You can hang out with your girlfriends for the entire weekend without having to worry about meeting him later
13) Staying home for a quiet night in is your prerogative
14) When the workload heats up, you don’t have to feel guilty about neglecting him
15) There are so many single men out there left for you to meet
16) Feeling free to burp or fart without trying to hide it
17) Getting more sleep
18) Changing your plans at the blink of an eye is a breeze
19) You can take as long as you want in the bathroom, getting dressed, putting on your makeup … need we say more?
20) The TV remote is yours to control
21) Feigning interest in his favourite sport is a thing of the past
22) Watching and re-watching your favourite drama / movie without hearing him whine “ We’re watching that again? ”
23) Wearing your oldest and most comfy pair of plain cotton undies suits you just fine
24) Shopping is a joy because he’s not dragging his feet ( and “ long ” face ) along
25) Taking as long as you want trying as many pairs of shoes as you want in the shoe store
26) You don’t have to worry that he’ll use your Crème de La Mer on his … feet
27) Not having to explain who your favourite male artistes are
28) That last chicken wing on the plate has your name written on it
29) The cap on the tube of toothpaste is always on
30) No more waking up before he does to make sure that your face looks perfect when he opens his eyes first thing in the morning
31) Dirty socks, sweating shirts and smelly sneakers no longer litter the floor of the apartment
32) You can have your favourite drama/movie marathon session with your girlfriends on any day of the week and not just when he’s off for his golf game
33) Wearing that low-cut top or micro mini skirt without hearing him say “ You’re not going out in that! ”
34) All that wonderful wardrobe space for your shoes
35) You don’t have to worry about whether your friends will like him and vice versa
36) Not having to deal with your over-demanding parents who think no one is ever good enough for you
37) Or even worse, worrying that his parents think you’re not good enough for him!
38) There’s always toilet paper in the bathroom
39) No more hiding your arsenal of cosmetics just so he thinks you look beautiful naturally
40) Wearing that heart charm bracelet your ex-boyfriend gave you, because you still like it, without feeling any guilt
41) You don’t have to justify that you watch soccer only to ogle at the cute players on the field
42) Enjoying ladies’ night at the club / pub whole-heartedly
43) Having a different dinner date every night of the week
44) Not having to eat the same thing every time you go out because he doesn’t like trying new cuisines
45) There’s so much more space in the fridge for chocolates now that the beers are gone
46) Potpourri can come out into the open now
47) You can buy your own flowers and diamonds and they come with no strings attached
48) You don’t have to listen to Metallica as a morning wake-up call
49) Yes, you are in a bad mood and no, it’s not PMS
50) You don’t have to hide your lunchtime shopping under your desk and take it home one shopping bag at a time and say “ This old thing? ” when he asks “ Is that new? ”
。遗留的 不能重来。{8:54:00 AM}
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Monday, November 12, 2007
wow its a raining day, such a nice weather 2 stay in bed. how i wish sunday never end.......ya fat hopes man, tat can never be happened.
yesterday i was at home e whole day, doing nothing but sleeping, eating, watching tv & sing k with my dad. its was so nice 2 be able 2 rest peacefully. i enjoy my dad company........i sincerely hope it will last 4ever & ever.
recently i learn 2 cook chicken rice from my dad.....well of course compare 2 my dad my chicken rice only consider as "won't send u visit e toliet" . its very tiring, got so many ingredients 2 prepare. chicken must be fresh, can't use e frozen chicken. got 2 cut this cut tat & also got 2 prepare e chicken rice chillies......i think i rather buy then 2 cook again....although its tiring but when seeing my parents enjoying e chicken rice, its really worth it.......i wonder who will be e unlucky person 2 try my cooking ^o^
。遗留的 不能重来。{10:33:00 AM}
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
yesterday, i went 2 meet gal @ clark quay, pub Lunar. she's with her 2 friends. wow they start 2 drink @ 6.30pm. mm....there's free basket of french fries with every per chase of beer (jug).
chase call me & ask me whether i 1 2 join them, i reject as gal was waiting 4 her other friends. well chase they all dun 1 2 come over, so no choice we play separately. at least they r in 1 big group but gal was more 2 be alone & i'm more worried 4 her & i felt i need 2 take care of her.
well around 9pm her friends came. we had tones of fun. as gal's gf drunk so she got 2 go off early. as usual gary was late again, but at least he reach be4 10.30pm. gal really drink 2 much, i pretty worried abt her. luckily there r many ppl 2 look after her. i went home @11.30pm. gal ask me whether i need gary 2 send me back, i reject as i 1 him 2 keep an eye on gal. then gal ask 1 of her guy friends with e cap 2 send me 2 e taxi stand. & he keep on pushing her away. well 2 me its ok i can walk on my own. 2 my suprise, e other guy afford 2 send me out. as i walk pretty slow & he'll stop & wait 4 me. he even ask me am i ok, its very touching. it was a pretty long quee @ e taxi stand. i decide 2 take a bus home. 2 my greatest suprise he acccompany me all e way 2 e bus stop, moreever its raining. tis is wat i call a real gentlman. hope 2 get 2 know more tis kind of guy friends.
later 2nite might be going out 2 drink with my other groups of friends.........oh my god going 2 hve more headache again ~_~"
。遗留的 不能重来。{10:40:00 AM}
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Friday, November 09, 2007
on wed nite, i drink abit 2 much & nt feeling tat gd. felt like vomiting but nothing came out. juju was very sick but still insist 2 come out. she really let ppl worried abt her. but i can't say much as sometime i was as stubborn as she is.........& moreover she always knows wat she wants. i can c even if i'm nt there 4 her, wong & xiang will take gd care of her.
since after my last break off (around 2yrs back) i almost 4get how wonderful it is 2 hve a shoulder 2 lie on. & how gd its feel 2 lean against a warm body whenever i feel sad/happy/lonely/hurt/cold & especailly when my hands were like frozen ice. its really warm.......i really greatful 2 my new friend who didn't turn away when i'm lie on his shoulder after having 2 much drinks. even though its juz a short while but its more than enough 2 keep me go on by myelf.........thanx friend thanx.
。遗留的 不能重来。{1:04:00 PM}
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
last sat, i meet my new group of friends at party world. its nt really tat fun as most of them dun sing. & my gf reach here @ around 7.45pm. later we leave e gang & went 4 a quick bite. 1 of e couple came out 2 look 4 us. around 10pm all of them left expect me & gal. we order another 3 jugs of beer. abt 11pm plus juju call me to ask me 2 go boozy. i love 2 but 2 bad we had already pay 4 e drinks. so sad.......
hahahahaha gal & i become crazy after few drinks. we sing/scream & shake our butts like mad woman. we even jump up & down e sofa. as e day be4 we had already drink 2 much, tats y we can't hold our liquor well. gal ask me 2 call gary & play a prank on him. maybe i'm really high already tats y couldn't joke 2 long. i told him tat gal "fa jiu fong", i can hear tat he's very anxious & keep on saying he's coming very soon with a friend. wow he's fast & came with a guy name dustin. he's cute & funny, we keep on teasing gary. gary start 2 sing........as gary need 2 drive so e only 3 of us finish e last 2 jugs. tat nite i keep on going 2 toliet as i really had 2 much. we went home @ around 5am............
well i couldn't remember much until when i wake up & my mind was clear. holy s**t, now i dun really know if i can face e guys if we meet up again.......... -_-"
。遗留的 不能重来。{4:53:00 PM}
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
tis yr was also nt a gd yr 4 me. i injure my left leg again on 31/10/07 (wed). i slip & fell outside my office main door. as it was so painful tat my face turn white when i try to walk. i tell my OM tat i need 2 rush 2 hospital. i call a cab & go there on my own. once i reach A&E, the male nurse & cab driver help me 2 settle down onto e wheelchair. i was push into the A&E for x-tray. during the waiting i was so frighten tat i might get bone fracture or worst. i call some of my friend as i felt lonely & helpless. LPK my god-sister was shocked when i told her i was in e A&E. i felt bad 2 make her worried, but i really need someone to acc me home. nt long its my turn 2 c e doctor 4 reult. luckily i juz sprain my foot. but i find tat one of my screw drop off. its puzzle me & e doctor. at around 4.30pm LPK reach & esscort me back. ha guess wat juz as i thought when my parents came back & c me like tat they straight away scold me. LPK was shocked & try to defence 4 me but no use at all. ~_~"
sometime i ask myself wat hve i done 2 deserve all tis. nobody can give me an ans. all i can do is 2 tell myself tat it'll be a better yr next yr (i hope so)
yesterday i went 2 look 4 my new friends mic & girl. we chat & joke. we're having a great time. later @ around 9.30pm we went down 2 hve drink with their gf, ky. she's very friendly & straight forward gal. she got lots of expression when she talk. out of sudden mic's hubby came & join us. even though he dun like me but i still say hi 2 him. after all he's mic hubby got 2 show some respect. he sat down quietly & observe us. around 10.45pm mic & her hubby went off. although i also 1 2 go off but girl went 2 e rest room so decide 2 acc ky. we had a small chat & she told me actually she dun like f.g as she felt tat we had a loose mouth (due to past experience). she say she trust me coz i'm mic & girl gf. i admitt i felt abit hurt 4 hearing tis. we contiune 2 chat when girl came back & then i left @ abt 11.10pm.
i've learn something from ky tat nite. after tis & all e bad things i exprience tis yr, i felt i've really grow up, but there always rooms 2 improve & change...........
。遗留的 不能重来。{1:11:00 PM}
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