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Saturday, January 26, 2008

sometime i find its boring to write blog. i got nothing much to share abt my life story. nt like my friend juju & jinny. they got so many things & pic to share. while i had none. theirs r short & sweet but mine is like the whole story........this time i've been writing abt tis new group of friends. its like a routine to meet them up almost everyday & especially weekends.

maybe i shd stop writing all tis.......

。遗留的不能重来。{10:42:00 AM}
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on 22nd jan'08 (tue), after work i went to marine paade to meet up with k1 they all for dinner. k1 & k2 were already there playing billiard. i juz sit there. k1 seem pretty moody. after last game, we went down to wait for m.t. we suppose to wait for her at mac but we waited for her at mac cafe. after tat we went to the hawker centre to eat. there goes m.t again, tis time can c tat k2 almost out burst. after dinner, then we decide to go home. as i dun hve any transport to take here. i went off with k2 to his place to take bus 16. on the bus as its still early, he wask me whether i want to go to his place to slack. we chill out at the swimming pool. we chat abt the work, life & problems. he also told me some of his past & plan, although he's young but he's thinking wasn't. he's thinking is far beyond his age. he can make it big...... its a cool & windy nite. i really enjoy such a peceful nite. at around 11.45pm, k2 acc me to take bus. & i reach home around 1am. he gave me a call at around 1am, i was suprise tat k2 still haven't sleep. eventhough he didn't say anything i know he juz want to make sure i reach home safely. so sweet of him.....& i really appericate his concern. tats wat i call a man........a gentleman

。遗留的不能重来。{9:05:00 AM}
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Monday, January 21, 2008

fri as usual the gang came to my house to stay....to my big suprise my pc gone case. sh**!!!! i try to fix it but still can't work ...........(#$^%*abc&$%#$#^~@#@) so we play e real MJ game but only 3 ppl. its pretty fast to win e game. we play till my mom came & nag us. k1 can't sleep so his playing his hp mj. we start to chat with m.t. sometime i dun know y he always aim me whenever he frust, unhappy, angry or watever.......he say i always say the wrong things at the wrong time but how abt when i'm in slience i also got it from him (~_~"). watever lah......

sat i went to work as usual & reach home as fast as i can. wow they're all awake. having maggie for lunch. so am i.....then we start to play mj. wooooooo we late for the church again, coz his aunt want him to help to se up the table. i've "dao xuan" & coffee over there. eating half way, jennifer from club xin call me. wahahahaha she's asking me out to drink. i told her my suitation & she say on her. i told her tat my friend weill be joining us too. after tat k1 & me walk to coffee shop to hve a break be4 service starts.
today, there is a special speaker, i thought i've seen her be4. i really thank GOD tat i'm here & jennifer was late as the talk was very important to me. its clear my doubts which huanted me for many yrs. i still can remember tis sentence which touches my heart, "EVERYBODY CAN HEAR GOD'S VOICE, EVEN IF YOU'RE A SINNER OR NOT CHRISTIAN." my tears roll down when she was saying some prayer. when she ask, "anyone who wants to accept GOD into his/her life, want to hear GOD voice pls come out. we'll pray for u, dun be shy." i didn't move till k1 encourage me to go. eventhough its nt my 1st time for tis but i still feel uneasy. when i was standing there with my eyes close, i start to cry. i know HE's there. HE knows wat i hve done & been through. i wanted to ask her to pray for me more as there r so much sorrow, pain, sin etc in my hearts & soul. but no time as limin had reach & i was late.....
i met her & then later k1 join us to wait for jennifer. after tat we went for dinner & then go for a drink & 'double c'. i can c tat k1 was bored as p.y they all were late again. i really enjoy myself singing & joking with jennifer. her bf richard also came down. later on petr, randy, ping-er, george came. k2 was the last 2nd. sq was the last one. when sq reach, i was talking to george outside the pub. she looks tired & i told her tat k1 & k2 nt around. then she ask me a question.....here is our conversation: (green is SQ & orange is ME)

" cat, r u & k1 together already? "
my jaws drop & eyes pop out to stare at her with shock.
" no lah where got. y u suddenly ask me tis? how come u think like tat? "
" nothing lah, i thought both of u r atogether liao. juz tat the way both of u react as if like b.g.r. u're taking care of him so well. "
" to be frank u're nt the 1st one to ask me tis question. my friends & those who hardly know us also ask the same thing. especially my best gf, sexy mama also say tat the way he talk to me, telling me as if i'm his wife or gf. "
" yo........& its also like the both of u r staying together liao. " (>_^)
" no lah k2 they also came over wat. nt him alone. he'll never accept me or like me lah. no guys will like me. " (-_-")
" no worry its his lost for nt treasure & accepting u. am i correct james. will u take care.....especially when i'm drunk like cat taking care of k1... " (^o^)
he juz smile at her & remain slient.....
" thanks. hopefully this kind of guys still exist. " (~^o^~)

around 2plus we went back to my house. after shower . we settle down for mj. l.m really very slow, i can c tat k2 is getting inpatient & so am i. as i'm really dead tired. at 6plus the game end & we had curry for breakfast. after tat l.m go home & i start to pack the place & was ready to sleep. but in the end we had a pillow fight.....wahahahahaha 2 men & a woman had pillow fight its really very cute & funny. in the end they wanted to hve 3leg mj. we had play till 10plus. as i'm too powerful. i manage to survive my till east game with only $20 left. after clearing everything as usual i wanted to let him sleep on the bed. but he say tis to me, "cat here got 2 grown up men. u better sleep on the bed." in the afternoon as we're still sound asleep, p.y call. i hardly open my eyes but still manage to ans his call. he ask me to pass the phone to k1. i did i knock his head he still sleep soundly like a baby. i was too tired to contiune so i ask p.y to call on his own then cut off the line. at 5plus k1 wake me up & we had dinner then another 2 game be4 going off.......i really enjoy myself.

。遗留的不能重来。{4:11:00 PM}
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Saturday, January 12, 2008

yesterday c.b8 call me & ask me out to shop. i love to but couldn't as k1 they all r coming over to my house to play mj. i ask her to ask him & we had a little conference call. in the end m.t, k1 & me when to meet up with c.b8 for dinner. k1 told me tat he bought a pair of shoes & also buy for m.t shoes & bottom as he's in a very gd mood. its nice to hve tis kind of brother, too bad i will never met one. after tat we went to wait for c.b8 at bk. c.b8 was nt really happy with them when she reach. she felt tat i was been left out. eventhough i'm use to it but i felt touch as there's someone who say tat to me. its also rude to cut in half way moreover i dun know wat they're talking abt & at tat time i was in bad mood. in order to stop c.b8 i do funny stuffs to make her laugh till she can't finish her oinon rings & i mange to set a topic for all of us to join in.......tats wat i'm gd at, as i'm the sunshine to all my friends (but tis sunshine is going to die off soon.) after dinner we went to shop at chinatown. its fun to shop with friends. at 1st i acc m.t & k1 acc c.b8. later we swap partner..........

later after shopping, c.b8 went home & m.t & k1 follow me home. coz its late liao so we didn't play mj. so he play the com game........& the routine almost the same all the time. but its ok as its the company thats matter......

。遗留的不能重来。{11:16:00 AM}
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Friday, January 11, 2008

its another tiring & f**king day. e s**t shpt, docs & e stupid f**king wasting time procceedure which was implement either by e management or our global co. can u imagine u got to key in the whole stack of docs (sometime can up to 50 over) & email to oversea ppl, to let them key into the pc/system & from tat side they press print...... & the docs be print out by our printer in SIN. moreover if we need extra copy we still got to send emial to request. F**K(x4).......!!!

early this morning i dun felt like coming to work juz like any other day. i know my temper will raise up & so will be my blood pressure. my doctor had advise me to change job as the current one is affecting my health. i'm nt a job hopper but i believe its time for me to leave or else maybe one of tis day i'll die in e office. its nt worth it to die for tis company or any others.........

GOD pls help me, pls save me, pls let my problem be settle by end of JAN so i can rest or die in peace amen.

。遗留的不能重来。{1:15:00 PM}
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Thursday, January 10, 2008

last nite i stay back to work till 8plus. i was feel tired & sick. once i reach home i juz shower & change to sleep without dinner. my mom keep coming into my room to talk or nag at me. my dad was nt happy & ask her to let me sleep in peace.

during my sleep, someone came into my dream. its my friend k.s who passed away last yr due to a car accident. in my dream he hug me & sing my favourite song. i can still remember the last word he say before i woke up, "i really regrade how i treated you in the past when you tell me you love me. sorry for hurting you so much & take u for granted. i should have treasure you when i've the chance. meow meow no matter wat happened i'll always love you & will be there for you even till death." i really cry my hearts out.........k.s works in Switzerland for many yrs & he live with his younger sister. he promise me tat he'll come back to accompany me on my special day tis yr. he even got a surprise for me........i really break down when i received tis news & i'm the last to know. its get worst when i know his feeling & intention. if he didn't pass away i guess i'll be the most luckiest gal in the world.

Its nt a story & I got a msg for you all : Treasure the people around you if not someday you'll regrade.......

。遗留的不能重来。{12:56:00 PM}
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

to many ppl if u like someone who u juz get to know him/her nt long ago it might juz be a crush. maybe its true but there always an exceptional case.

i like tis guy & he knows it. he didn't avoid me & we still be friends. he told me its juz a crush & i've been asking myself is it......i can tell him straight its nt a juz crush. i know i've been gd to my friends but its nt the same. he can affect my emotion easily. i enjoy staying by his side even when he's bz doing his work or talk to his friends. i can juz sit/stand quietly to wait for him. he's a smart guy with ambition & he's a fighter. he will "chong" all the way & sometime he didn't look out his back, now i'll be his shield & the protector at his back. tats the only thing i can do for him.

many ppl will say, "u're really stupid. wats the point of doing all tis for him & wasting ur time. u shd love urself more..........etc" love/like is something beyond control. ys u can control but once u really met someone who u wanted to be with u'll take back everything u say. for many ppl loving someone, ppl will want something in return. for me i dun........as long he's happy, healthy etc tats wat really matters.

。遗留的不能重来。{1:13:00 PM}
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Monday, January 07, 2008

on fri evening, i meet up with k1 & m.t. we had dinner @ tbp. well spend abt $40 in total. after tat we went to my house. tat nite they'll stay over. wahahaha my parents r having mj section. they shower & change as usual. i took out k1 shirt from his bag & hang up into my cupboard. later hang up his pants as well. we also felt like playing but k2 hasen't arrive. around 12am petr called to ask us to go ST for drinks. i can't go & k1 dun felt like going. but he got no choice as ah ping was there. i take his clothes out of the cupboard & pass it to him & then open door for him remind him to be back early...........er tat time it seem/felt funny, its like h&w thing. nt long after he left. m.t had a argument with k2 on line. she told me he off his line & she call k1 to ask him when he's coming back......i talk to her, hug her & sing her to sleep. i even give her a gd nite kiss like she's my daughter. i sms k1 to inform him wats going on & tell him everything will be fine. he reach home @ 3plus. i open the door & pass him clothes to change & hang his clothes. he start to play "ming xin 3 que 1" i sat by his side to c him play......it was very peaceful & claming feeling. nt long, m.t wake up & join in the fun........we even order mac delivery.

i woke up at 12pm & try to wake the 2 little piggy up. they still sleep soundly. i manage to wake m.t up & push her to take a shower. k1 still sleeping. but nt long he wake up while i took out the iron board & iron to iron his shirt as well as m.t blouse & shorts. only did ironing for 1 person be4......m.t shower for half an hour & its my turn & k1 is the last. after tat we rush down to his office as the meeting starts at 2pm & ends at 3.50pm. k2 almost late for the meeting. after tat k1 & me went to church, while the love bird back went back to rest 1st. after church service we took a cab down to boat quay to had our 1st meal. then we went to blue 8. half way through he met his friend & had a gd chat around 15mins. as usual i juz stand aside waiting for him. we reach blue 8 around 8.30pm. we're the 1st customer. lucky for me i can listen to lots of song without ppl pushing around....too bad still got 1 person doing tat.....k1 ~_~". well as usual we got to wait for the rest of the ppl. k1 order 1 barrel of tiger. faint liao....how to drink like tat >_<". in the end we manage to finish & the rest of the gang r going down to ST. but i decide to put it to a stop. i go home 1st & prepare mattress for them to rest. whole nite i didn't sleep, waiting for them.

sunday morning @ 6plus k2 called me. he told me tat they're having breakfast at mac & k1 was drunk. i was pretty piss off with k1. he told me tat they'll be back @ 3plus & he or anyone dun even bother to give me a call or sms. i'm nt angry with other ppl but the stupid k1. he shd straight away come to back instead of having mac breakfast. he won't be able to eat anything but something hot like porriage. k2 & m.t also dun know how to take care of themselves. they shd hve come to my house as early as possible to rest when they're nt feeling well. around 7am, m.t call me & ask me to go to the ground flr to help k1. he's vomiting & the rest of the ppl had gone home. i ask m.t to go to my house 1st & i'll bring k1 up later. he really drunk.......almost fell backwards. couldn't stand or walk properly. once he reach my room he sat down & fell asleep. he's really very smelly..............after doing the cleaning & settle down all of us fell asleep.....wat a tiring day for me.

。遗留的不能重来。{12:14:00 PM}
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Friday, January 04, 2008

today dun feel like working. felt like taking a long off & do other stuffs. i'm so sick of working here........maybe its becoz i dun like to work in o.f dept bah or also can be too much to worried/think abt. when can i get out of this world......

。遗留的不能重来。{11:56:00 AM}
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!

today is the 2nd day of year 2008. i really enjoy myself for the past 1mth & 8days (included 01/01/08). wow i shd say i never been so wild be4. almost every nite out.

very funny on the last day of yr 2007. there r a group of us together. thought can greet each other on the spot. but in the end only left me & k1 alone & i shd say we spend the last min of 2007 & welcome yr 2008 unexpectedly.

in yr 2007, its nt a gd yr for me. many unfortunate & bad things either happened to me or around me........errrrrr nt really all tat bad lah, at least i got to know many new friends mah. hopefully yr 2008 will be a brand new starts for me ^o^ & all the ppl i know. especially my love one.......

。遗留的不能重来。{4:03:00 PM}
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** 女人 **
@ NaMe : Cat（猫咪） @
@ Orgin : Singapore（新加坡）@
@ Nick Name: Baby（宝贝）@
@ Age : 29 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 10th Feb 1979 @
@ Zodiac : Earth Lamb（羊）@
@ Horoscope : Aquarius（水瓶座）@
@ Height : 164cm @
@ Blood Type : O+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple（紫色）@

** 男人 **
@ NaMe : Huo Yu Jie（霍豫杰） @
@ Orgin : China, XiAn（中国，西安）@
@ Nick Name: Pacifier（奶嘴）@
@ Age : 28 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 17th May 1980 @
@ Zodiac : Metal Monkey（猴）@
@ Horoscope : Taurus（金牛座）@
@ Height : 180cm @
@ Blood Type : A+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple（紫色） @

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** 猫咪 **

Dad's cancer being cure

Give my parents a good life

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get the 1st biz order

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driving lisence

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~~digital cam~~ (4/9/08)

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