yesterday, my dad admit into hospital. lucky its juz food poisoning. looking at him resting on the bed, i felt like crying but no tears coming out. all i can do is to refill his water bottle & hold his hand. he look so old & helpless.......i know he is worried abt me & my mom. i know he want to see me to get married & live happily, before anything happened to him. i know he is suffering......... i know he know i've a bf, as he say......"san ah, if u had a bf bring him back to see us.....dun any how throw ur temper & must be nice to him. u'rent young already. i dun hve much time to be with u & mommy......" at tat time i'm really speechless. i wanted to show him the one i love...........but everything is too late. either GOD or Devil had already cruelly take him away from me. now i only left with an empty shell, without soul & heart. even if i smile but my smile never reach my eyes. if ppl really observe me, they'll see the emptiness & darkness is my eyes..........
。遗留的 不能重来。{8:20:00 AM}
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**__+ 奶嘴与宝贝 +__**
** 女人 **
@ NaMe : Cat(猫咪) @
@ Orgin : Singapore(新加坡)@
@ Nick Name: Baby(宝贝)@
@ Age : 29 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 10th Feb 1979 @
@ Zodiac : Earth Lamb(羊)@
@ Horoscope : Aquarius(水瓶座)@
@ Height : 164cm @
@ Blood Type : O+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple(紫色)@
** 男人 **
@ NaMe : Huo Yu Jie(霍豫杰) @
@ Orgin : China, XiAn(中国,西安)@
@ Nick Name: Pacifier(奶嘴)@
@ Age : 28 yrs old @
@ D.O.B : 17th May 1980 @
@ Zodiac : Metal Monkey(猴)@
@ Horoscope : Taurus(金牛座)@
@ Height : 180cm @
@ Blood Type : A+ @
@ Favourite colour : Purple(紫色) @